Phases of a Degree
When I began college, I knew the most basic
commands of MS-DOS, but everyday life involved card catalogs, typewriters,
spiral notebooks and correction fluid.
During my second stint in the post-secondary world, I utilized floppy
discs in a clunky desktop PC to compose my term papers, but the printed dot-matrix
results are barely legible and research still entirely occurred within the four
walls of a library. During the third,
and successfully final, home stretch towards my twenty-year bachelor’s degree,
my pretty yellow laptop and the world wide web allowed me to understand cloud
formations, examine the nuances of the Second World War, recreate the
development of Latin America, follow the expansion of the America West, and
peek inside the history of a national park from my own home. Now that’s progress.
I never understood the passion college graduates
retain for their alma maters. Paying for
college always registered to me as a business transaction: my money for an education. The schools I attended never stirred my
enthusiasm for any given mascot or fight song or athletic conference
affiliation. When life would get off
track, I’d splash water on my face and get myself back in school, whatever
school best suited my academic needs. My
focus had always been on the obtainment of knowledge, the securing of a degree,
and moving on to the next great adventure, not celebrating the four-year
experience, but the four-year achievement.
It just took eighteen years longer than I expected, and when the diploma
arrived in the mail, neither the school nor I owed each other anything more.
Offline Classes
In my academic pursuits, the last thirty semester
hours brought me the most joy. My age,
my motivation, my determination, and my discipline had all seen noted increases. Taking classes online felt supremely comfortable,
and I paced myself so the final semester ended with my diploma being awarded less
than twenty-fours before my first-born graduated high school. My self-propelled race to the finish line
kept my class loads, my evenings and weekends, and my daily schedule full. For the final five semesters, I never spoke
in person to my classmates, I never visited the campus library, and only once
did I meet one of my professors. So for
that one occasion, a class that could easily be considered the high-water mark
of my degree, I met my professor at a small copse of trees on a historic
battlefield in Pennsylvania.
For one semester hour, or one Remembrance Day
weekend, I bundle up in my warmest winter wear, avoid any measurable snowfall
and walk in the footsteps of the soldiers who spent the first three days of
July 1863 fighting for the future of the United States. On the tranquil hills that now remain, with
monuments and markers across every sightline, I emerge from my laptop education
and absorb the stories, the strategic decisions, the advances and retreats, and
the fight for the rumored depot of shoes that were said to have been stored somewhere
near this conflux south of Carlisle. But
neither the Southern Rebels nor the Northern Yankees found this to be a place
to rest their weary feet, this place instead burst alive with combat and cannon
fire, smoke and sacrifice. I may have
only needed one hour of academic credit to complete my online degree, and
despite the distant travel, the cost, and the commitment, I still believe I
have it far easier at this national battlefield than the combatants who came
before me. The tiniest fragment of my
lengthy degree pursuits could not have been complete, or as meaningful, without
the short time I spent on Little Round Top viewing the entire placid fields to
the north, which meant so much to our nation nearly 150 years ago. I guess I owe my academic institution a debt
of gratitude for my one day of education at Gettysburg.
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